Another Medical Update

Hey everyone, I know I haven’t posted in a while, sorry about that, I’ve just been really busy. But, I have another medical update for you guys! Turns out, it probably isn’t endometriosis at all. Rather, my gynecologist, my primary doctor, and I, all suspect that I really have interstitial cystitis, a painful bladder disease. I developed UTI symptoms in March, and they haven’t gone away. I started researching IC, and almost all of my symptoms fit. I was peeing anywhere from 7-to-13 times a day on a bad day, my pain in my pelvic area was terrible, my urethra burned all the time, I was dizzy, nauseous, and had a host of other symptoms. I talked to both my gyno and my primary, and they agreed that it sounds like IC. While they haven’t officially diagnosed me yet, my primary did start me on 10mg of Amitriptyline daily. OH MY GOODNESS, that stuff really works! It’s about 80% effective for me, and the only side effect I have encountered is nightmares, which I can handle. I do have to follow special dietary restrictions, but it’s not too bad. And I’m saving $7,000 because now I don’t have to have a laparoscopy to find out if it’s endo, so that’s really good! I feel mostly like myself again! I have an appointment with the urologist next month to get an official diagnosis, but we are pretty sure IC is what it is. If you have this disease as well, message me. I always appreciate a kindred spirit, and would love to offer any advice I have, as well as share the experiences I have had.

Blessings upon you all. ๐Ÿ™‚


I Can Only Imagine: A Great Song, A Great Movie, and a Beautiful Story

I just went and saw the movie, I Can Only Imagine about Bart Millard, the lead singer of MercyMe’s life, and about the song that came about as a result of his journey. Let me tell you, it was an absolutely wonderful, amazing movie, and it stirred something in me that has been hidden for a while. First of all, it showed me that I needed to forgive those in my life that I have found it hard to forgive. Next, it reminded me that God can use any of our circumstances for good. It reminded me that we should never give up on our dreams, no matter what. If God has given us a talent, skill, ability, or interest, we should figure out how to cultivate and harness that thing and use it for his glory. God is not done with you, your story isn’t over yet…in fact, it’s just beginning. You never know what God is going to do to change you, and you never know how he’s going to use your experiences to shape your life and maybe even the lives around you. It shows you the importance of being open and available to God, and saying a daily yes to him, and seeing how he uses you.

Doing The “Unthinkable” Technology-Wise

Well, I never thought I’d do this, but I switched back to Android. That’s right, I traded in my iPhone X for an Android phone: the Keyocera DuraForce PRO. I’m kind of accident-prone, and I like the features and functions that this phone offers, much better than the iPhone X. I know, I know, it’s unthinkable, but it’s true. I actually really like this phone a lot. Anyway, I’m still keeping my MacBook, because I’m getting into Voice Acting now, and I really enjoy it, and the Mac is great for that. I also do a lot of photography, and the Mac is far superior in that regard. I will never go back to Windows computers for personal computers, I’ll always stick with Mac. But I may just have to stick with Android phones from here on out for smartphones…this phone is like a freaking, TANK. Virtually indestructible. Check it out on YouTube sometime.

Just Me — Part 1: A Life Update

Haven’t really been up to much lately. Just working and spending time with my husband. This month has been pretty busy, but things are starting to look up. My follow-up appointment for my suspected endometriosis is in just a few weeks…hopefully we’ll have an answer to that. I’ve also released a lot of my anger, bitterness, and more. I’ve given it all over to God, and I’m feeling great. I mean, I’ve already been a Christian for most of my life, but whenever you actually just choose to stop harboring anger towards those who have wronged you, it’s so freeing.

I keep just trucking along, working hard, being happy. ๐Ÿ™‚ I’ll update the blog again soon.

Resolution: My Quest to Better Myself in the New Year

We all make New Year’s resolutions, and many of us rarely keep those resolutions. Sometimes we try to make resolutions to spend less money, to eat more healthfully, to go to the gym three days a week, etc. Whatever the case may be, resolutions are hard to keep. We just get so lost in the hustle and bustle of the world around us that we forget to pay attention to our resolutions, and they fall by the wayside until “next year.” This is not going to be the case with me, this year. My resolution is simple: to no longer apologize for being myself: to love myself exactly the way I am, remembering who I am and whose I am. That’s just about all that anyone can really expect of you.

Medical Update

I forgot to update you guys! Sorry about that. I asked you all to pray, and then forgot to update you. My new gynecologist does in fact suspect endometriosis. In fact, he brought it up before I did. While we aren’t 100% sure that’s what it is, he says it’s the most likely thing right now. He switched my birth control pills to a different type that should keep it in check, and I won’t have a period for three months, so yay! There’s that. Now I just hope that the pills fix the problem…otherwise, surgery (two surgeries) may be in my future. So again, please pray. Just continue to pray that this is solved. I’m still in pain, but at least we have a potential answer now, so I’m satisfied just with that.

Silence: Our Deepest Fear, Our Deepest Longing

via Daily Prompt: Silent

You know, when you stop and think about it, silence is really a funny thing. It’s the thing that we all crave at the end of a long day. When we have had a long day, filled with hustle and bustle, we would crave even just a moment of total silence–a time to clear our heads from the world around us. We are constantly saturated with noise and need a break, and yet it is this very saturation, this constant state of motion of the world around us…this connectedness to our technology that makes us terrified of silence. We feel like if we spent even one moment alone in total silence, we would hear our innermost thoughts…would see our real selves…and that’s a side of ourselves that we are afraid of. Whatever the case may be, it’s pretty sad that we don’t want to face ourselves…that we have to drown out everything around us because the silence is too deafening.

There is beauty to be found in silence, if you know how to find it. My favorite way to enjoy the silence is to just sit in nature…with only the sound of the wind moving through the trees, or the waves on the sand crashing. If you’re looking for pure silence, perhaps try going out to see the starts in an area that’s good for camping late one night. Then, look up at the sky, watch the shooting stars, and just forget about everything else around you. Enjoy the peace the silence brings. It’s not so scary, we just have to learn how to embrace it.

It’s About That Time Again

It’s about that time again! I’m getting ready for Christmas! We’ve had our Thanksgiving celebration, and now I’m like Buddy the Elf, and I’m getting ready for Christmas. Our fiber-optic Christmas tree is arriving tomorrow, and we’ll be decorating it and putting it up. We’ve already done a little bit of Christmas shopping, and my husband and I will be putting our gifts to each other under the tree and trying to cat-proof the tree. ๐Ÿ™‚ I can also start trying to bake Christmas goodies, decorating my cubicle at work, listening to Christmas music, and more. Oh, how I love this time of year!

I Prefer

There are a few things that you don’t know about me. They’re small, mundane, insignificant things, really, but given that I want my readers to know a little more about me, and considering that today’s prompt was “prefer,” I figured this was the perfect thing to talk about.

  • I prefer bananas over apples. I have a jaw problem, so apples are a little too crunchy for me. They make my jaw pop and hurt, and I’m not really a fan of that.
  • I prefer horses over any other type of animal, but right now, I’ve only got a cat as a pet. Though I hope to own at least a dog or two in the next few years, and to eventually get another cat to keep our current one company.
  • I prefer Monopoly over almost any other board game, and I’m trying to collect as many interesting or unique versions of the game as I can. Unfortunately, not a lot of people want to play it with me, simply because of how long it takes, or because there’s always a lot of fighting when we play it.
  • I prefer Drama or Dramatic Comedy as TV show genres, though I can also occasionally watch Romantic Comedy, but typically only in anime.
  • I prefer purple or blue over many other colors, just because they’re cool looking,.
  • I prefer amethyst over all the other gemstones, because even though it’s not my birthstone, it’s the prettiest of all of them.

Hey, it’s not much, but I figured this was just something fun I could give you in the moment. ๐Ÿ™‚

via Daily Prompt: Prefer


Life is Giving Me Lemons: Please Pray

To all my friends out there who pray: please keep me in your prayers. I’ve been having some medical issues going on for about four weeks now, and so far, the doctors can’t figure out what is going on. I’ve got an appointment with my gynecologist on Tuesday, and I am going to discuss my theory that I may have endometriosis. My labs and test results all seem to be coming back normal, but I know that there’s something wrong, given the kind of pain I’ve been having for a while. So, keep me in your thoughts and prayers, please. We shall see what happens with my health. I’ll keep you all posted.